November 30, 2014

What We Have Is Enduring

The wind is blowing the snow off the roof
And it looks like fairy dust
Sparkling and magical

And it's like we are walking
Side-by-side
Huddled in our coats and scarves

Talking of the days past
The smoke billowing from our mouths
Materializing into paintings

And we talked of
Secrets and things that we felt
That we never would've talked about

With anyone else,
At any other time,
Anywhere else...

The world can be such a cold place
But it feels so warm in my heart
Having known you.

November 16, 2014

Possessed

I've been trying so hard
But they've been there for so long,
I've been lying on the door
They've been wanting to burst through

...and I finally let them.

They erupt, being repressed for so long
A fast bullet of black ink,
Smoke in my cup of water
And I am changed.

November 15, 2014

"One Day You Will Teach Me to Let Go of My Fears"

I've been trying so hard
But the shadows won't leave me
They make me guarded,
But I think I've been guarding them too.

They've been there for so long
Burnt into the ground I tread
...and I can't be without them
I am nothing without them.


I'm dizzy when I close my eyes
The darkness is a drug and a fright
It's a such a war, such a struggle
In my mind

And I'm laughing and I'm crying
So afraid, so I'm fighting it
And I'm hiding in it
I'm holding onto it.

November 8, 2014

I WANT TO BE CUTE TOO!

I don't know what inspired this. I only wanted to draw a cute kitten (for someone), but then I thought, that's not enough! I can't let no cute cat over-cute my koala! Well. I guess that's it. Hahaha! But then of course, what happens? Koala ends up looking stoopid. As per usual. :P Ha! (And no, koala didn't kill the cat, it's only a costume... *shifty eyes*)
Mew... mewmewmemwmemwmewmemwew!
I feel like I make this face a lot in real life... lol.