Bad Influence

I fell to the ground
Trampled on by your feet
I lay in the muddled water
I am muddled water
I reached up to the dark gray sky
Grabbing for the imaginary support.

A fat raindrop breaks upon my face
Even nature is pitying me.

So cleanse me,
Renew my soul,
Save me from you.

Stroke of Light

The molecules vibrate
Even harder when there is lightning
And I find it more
Frightening
To hear sirens in the distance
Than how close the crack was.
And I find myself
Praying for the safety of others.
While I lay on my back
The roof, the only thing
That separates me from the rain,
The cold,
The magnificence.

Masks, Masks On Everyone

I don't understand you.
You're not the person I thought you were.
There's a darkness to you,
That I never saw before.
How can I trust again?

How is it that
People can say one thing,
But do another?
I'll never understand.
Sure hypocrisy is human nature...
But you have it to the extreme.

Let that be a lesson to me.

Maybe It's Better This Way

I want to segregate my heart
From loving
Because I have too many fears
Fear of losing
Fear of regret
Fear of pain.

I have nothing to offer
Nothing to give back
No gift to equate yours
I am no where near
Your enlightenment.

It's easier to not feel
It's easier not to be comforted
It's easier not to give in in the first place
It's better this way.